Old soul in a young body.
I was on Animal Planet.
I have a service dog.
When I was a kid I thought your 20s were supposed to be fun, not filled with perpetual anxiety about financial stability and constantly feeling like an unaccomplished piece of shit.
That’s because it was fun for baby boomers and they basically gave us this impression it would always be like that, but then they ruined the economy.
my mom and dad are baby boomers and they help me out because they feel bad that this happened
i couldnt make it alone without them.
I’ve been on hiatus far too long. My life has taken such twists and turns, and I don’t know which way is up anymore.
So some updates:
I have been in a very wonderful and loving relationship for just over a year now. He is the light of my life and we click so well… and we happen to be an okcupid success thus far! I can’t imagine my life without him now, and I am so happy to have such a supportive boyfriend.
I have not gone back to school yet, though I did FINALLY get confirmation that I did graduate with my AA last December. I have only about a semester and a half to get my bachelors, not an absurd amount of student debt (thanks to my incredible parents) and I think I can still qualify for a little aid and/or loan from Uncle Sam. I have until November 1st to decide.
Pulling is very low on my worries list thanks to Willie boy! I could not have the shoulder blade length hair that I have now without this brat! He is a spoilt little baby, getting a little chunky now because it is too damn hot to be outside with a black coat…
My depression is a daily battle, and the medications are a dream at the moment. I changed from Prozac to Lexapro a couple of months ago, gave Abilify a go, but decided to go with Geodon. It is the best thing I have been prescribed in the past 12 years. I eventually want to be as drug-free as possible.
I was hospitalized with the norovirus and FINALLY got some real treatment for the continuous vomiting that was occuring. It was a bad bad mix of dehydration, IBS, and acid reflux. Along with my already sensitive system, my body was basically like “FUCKTHISNOPE”
I quit one job, started a new one, and in four months, got picked for a (sort-of) management position. It’s part-time full-time. But I have put in well over 60 applications for a more long term career.
SO I don’t hate anyone, I wasn’t trying to ignore you. Im just dealing with a crazy life right now and trying to keep up with all of this myself.
Tumblr was taking over my life and now I’m back so lets see if moderation